Monday, August 31, 2009

Well, day one is coming to a close. It is interesting to see that dysfunction runs the gamut when it comes to educational institutions. Spent the entire day in meetings about procedure. I learned a great deal but found my brain not quite ready for the onslaught of info all at once. In reality, the day was great!!! I met many new friends who are in the same boat...right along with me. Many of us are "different" but all proclaim our desire and calling to be in this very special place.

The day was not without its perils, however. It seems when things are going so well, that the devil (hope you believe in his powers because he is real) pokes his little pitch fork into your gut to bring you to a reality that you thought you had left behind. Let's just say that the reality of who and what I am is not quite as rosy in some eyes even to this day. All the more reason for me to lean on God's promises to me..."I will never leave you... forsake you," "He who began a good work in you will complete it," "Never call 'unclean' what I have made clean." Thank you God for these promises.

I met a fellow former Southern Baptist today. She is more relieved to be here, where I feel more elation. (except for the incident later this afternoon) Her father cried when she left because "women have no place in church leadership." Thank God we are past that...but many still earnestly grapple with my "place at the table." I know I am loved and cherished by so many.

Right now, I go back to my earlier post and remember that although the clouds might roll in over the Berkeley Hills during the night...The mountain is still there. God is still here, with me, loving me, affirming me and lets me know that I am OK! So from the chilly hills of Berkeley...Nite Nite.

1 comment:

  1. Don't you love that, as we get older, we can look at the dysfunction, recognize it for what it is, and move on... Things used to make me go crazy... I'm mellowing I guess... Or I've learned to be calmer about stuff from you! Have a great day! miss you!

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